We all want to achieve or do something in our lives. Mine just happens to be my career as a journalist.
I was a rebellious teenager. In college, I skipped so many classes that I almost had to make sure everyone would be present the day attend a class. I was not participatory in high school activities. I had no school spirit. But I wanted to go to university.
Then I started taking writing classes. And literally came to life.
I started going to class and actually paying attention. My teacher, Mr. Enver Sajjad, was so passionate about writing, and the craft of writing, that it was infectious. I caught the passion. I initiated writing poetry as much as I could and parlayed that into a spot as the editor for a leading technology magazine in town.
I went to college with big dreams of being the chief editor of my own magazine someday. Then, I took a class in advertising. The professor was just as passionate about the creative process of advertising as my writing teacher had been. Maybe I am just gullible. But I drank his flavor of Kool-Aid and changed my plans.
Throughout my advertising career, I’ve often wondered what would have happened if I’d stuck with journalism. I long for the process of writing articles and seeing my byline printed above a long column of words that I carefully strung together. I’ve even taken some time off here and there and tried to get back into it. I’ve had small pieces published, but it is hard to make a living as a journalist. Especially when you’ve become accustomed to an advertising salary, but the rebellious teenager never quitted. And I decided to let go the employment.
It is used to be said that journalism is not a job, it’s a lifestyle. That still holds true. Despite the Murdoch-isation of the field, abroad and in Pakistan, it is not something that one does, but something one is.